I have re-opened after so many years!

Hello!

I want to properly re-introduce myself because the last time I blogged, my eldest was still five years old and now he is 13. Imagine that! 

What happened and why restart now? Soooo many things happened, I can't even begin to tell you of the stories I went through and so far now added one more cub to the fam, I have a two-year old. So, total I have two boys, 13 and 2. Ok, so don't ask why the gap. There will be another post for that. For now, I feel like it's good to be back. 

Ok, so the real reason I opened this again is because I want to reconnect. I have had post partum depression after my second child and it nearly broke me. Nobody knew about it, only a few. I cried every day, every time I was in the bathroom, washing dishes or even feeding my child. It was like darkness of cloud and all I wanted was light. Who knew depression could take on so long while it was still COVID 19 and there was not much freedom to really escape what I was going through. 

Being alone and thinking that nobody could understand took a toll on me. I relied so much on social media then, looking for answers and anyone who could make me feel better. And I am so glad about social media because it helped me through it. Through words of wisdom, advices and similar people going through the same thing as me. I thought I wasn't that much alone. 

Now, I am better after a good solid two years. So here I am, this time, I will do my best to get other stories for us to connect with each other. I don't promise I can help you with anything but this page is more to inspire and make this world less lonely.